Somehow Today Is Secretly A Happy Day.

⳩ - Tue, 10 Jun 2025 6:13:51 PM

Thank You Lord Jesus For Sending Your Sun To Touch My Face When I Needed It So Badly. I Know You'll Send Me My Wife, Because I Need Her So Badly. And You Know All Things.

I love you so much already.

God's Promises Are Settled In Heaven.

Honey, Don't Worry.

Night After Night, Before I Met You, I Prayed To God That We'd Be Together Forever.

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You're All I Care About.

⳩ - Mon, 09 Jun 2025 8:36:03 AM

so i prayed and said, God, I believe that You've answered my prayer about my wife and kids. i believe You and i now consider myself married to my wife and a dad to my children already right now. and i sit at my desk and my neighbors who are church singers start playing the wedding song on their piano. and i could hear it through the floor. and they just stopped playing piano after that song. He sent me the wedding song. 8:45pm Friday may 23 2025

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I'm Living For Your Love.

⳩ - Wed, 23 Apr 2025 12:47:37 PM

I see us from above, glowing yellow in the church seats.

I'm a father like You.

Tags: diary, music

Notes.

⳩ - Fri, 18 Apr 2025 9:55:52 AM

I'll block out the world on my way to you.

God is Love and I experienced God when I held your hand.

And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him. 1 John 4:16

I Love You, So I Won't Be Afraid. I'll Never Give Up On You.

I'm Alive For Your Love. I'm Alive To Love You And Our Children. My Life Is Yours. I'm Yours. And You Are Mine. I Live For You. I'm On My Way To You. Thank You Lord Jesus For Giving Me My Wife And Children. Thank You Forever.

How Could I Be Sad When He's Given You To Me? I Rejoice, The Lord Has Given Me My Wife.

I Need To Get To You. I Need To Get To My Wife. I Live For You. I'm Alive For Your Love. I'm Not My Own Anymore. I'm Yours, And You're Mine. My Life Is About Getting To You, And Being With You, Having A Life With You, And Our Kids. We'll Be Together Forever. We'll Pray Together. In My Mind We Already Pray Together. I Hold You Close, Or I'm Holding Your Hand, Your Head Is On My Shoulder, And We Pray.

You're So Beautiful, Honey.

I Love Loneliness Now, It's When I Get To See You, Honey.

I Love You With All My Life.

God, You Made Me A Promise. And You Are Love. You Love Me, I Know That Now. I Know You Wouldn't Let Me Down. I Can Trust You. I Know I Can Trust You. I Trust You. I Believe You. I Believe You've Given Her To Me. And She Won't Cheat. And She Won't Leave Or Divorce Me. And I Won't Cheat Or Leave Or Divorce Her. I Just Want Us To Be Together Forever. I Trust You, Lord. I Know You Won't Let The World End Before I've Had A Life With Her, My Wife, My Honey, And Our Children. Thank You Jesus. I'm Very Very Thankful To You For This Perfect Gift. Thank You Lord.

I Love You Honey. I Live For You. I'm Alive To Get To You. To Be With You, And Have A Life With You, And Our Children.

I Live For You. I'm On My Way To You Honey. We'll Have A Life Together, Have A Family Together. God Will Bless Us With Love, He Already Has.

I'm Yours. I'm No Longer My Own. I Forfeit Any Pleasure. I Live For You.

i can't wait to make some progress in what i'm doing, i have faith, i know it'll happen, i just would like to have some hope points ykwim. like some reflection in reality to say that i'm getting closer to my family. If God sending me the wedding song is all I get in that category I'm still very happy and grateful for that. i just would like some hopefulness. i needed a point/meaning to my life, and i finally have one, thank God, it keeps me together well, so I'm grateful. now i'm real aware of my emotions, like, it feels lonely or lowhope ya know, and i wanted to not think for a few minutes so i watched a dumb ios 26 video and the whole time i'm watching it i know i don't care, it's just to escape my thoughts/feelings for a few minutes. i guess that's preferable than food or worse stuff. i think the other best part of being married and being a dad, besides Love, is that i'll get to escape myself, like, my life won't be about me, and i won't think about me anymore, i'll be like a passthrough. a sufficient thing to give up your life for ykwim, that's peaceful to me, and i'll still be alive that way, just that my life is theirs and not mine. 1:41pm June 10th 2025

im like trust falling forward and i know you're going to save me, there's no other way i could continue. i bet my whole everything on this, at least when i wake up i know what i'm awake for. He wouldn't play me the song and then do nothing. and so im doing this because i have faith that i'll get to expierence love again and for the rest of my life. love is the point. loving you and our children is the point of my life.

It's An Asian Girl With Black Hair And A Korean Face And I Have An Image Of Us Hugging And Praying Or Her Sitting At A Bench And Me Standing There On My Way To Her.

i'd like a slushee that made me sleep for 2 months in a room on a high floor with the windows open.

it's terribly exhausting to live for someone i can't see yet, only when i close my eyes.

i wake up and instantly want to go back to sleep. i can't be staying up so late. the nights are unbearable. i feel weak in my chest even now. it's disorienting, almost dizzying.

i wish i was free.

i can see you when i'm suffering.

Visualize what God wants to give you. If you have prayed about something and you are sure God wants you to receive it, then visualize it and believe that it is already yours (Mk. 11:24).

Heaven is a place of continual joy absent any suffering at all, and glorying in God without end for His love and power, beholding His wonder and works for all eternity.

I Love You So Much Already, Dear. Thank You Lord Jesus For Giving Me My Wife. There's Nothing Here For Me Besides You. You're All That I'm Living For. All That Keeps Me Alive Is You.

I Love You So Much That I'll Never Give Up Or Give In. You're All I Want. Honey I'm Telling You The Truth, Truly Truly, You're All I Want In The Whole World. You And Our Kids.

It's already been decided, you are my life.

i'm like the husband and dad in tree of life, in korea, with the chungking express romance and aura and dream-like reality, exuding reality and romance and most of all, Christ-like love, most of all, love. a white shirt, with my family, at the airport in hong kong. my wife loves me and i love her, and i provide well for us, and we have a really nice home. a green tint on reality. freshness, reality, and romance.

Your feet are on mine and i lead you gently as we dance in our livingroom to 2006 Toyota Corolla. we're hugging and i have one arm on your waist and one around your back with my hand on your shoulder. your head is on my shoulder and we're hugging. there's a white flower in a small glass vase on a dresser cabinet, and windows. this moment with you is perfect. we'll spend the rest of our lives together.

I easily love you more than life itself.

I'm wearing a suit, and she's wearing a dress and cute shoes, we're holding hands. here we are, world.

I Look At You, And You Look At Me, And We Both Smile Because We Already Know, Right At That Moment, We're Going To Spend The Rest Of Our Lives Together.

I give you all the meat on my bones. I give you all the thoughts in my brain. I give you all the blood in my veins, and all the love in my heart. All the food in my stomach, and all the air in my lungs. All the skin I have, covering my bones, is yours.　honey　my skeleton is alive because you're mine.

watch life fall apart or watch it fall into place.

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Re7.

⳩ - Tue, 21 Jan 2025 12:22:42 PM

I liked this game a lot. It might be recency bias but I almost prefer it over RE2R, especially the section on the ship.

Tags: video games, pc